I AM OUT OF AC

ahhh! yes.
i hated that.
"oh your hair is weird lets put you in hell for a couple days"
itd be so nice to be able to have whatever hair i want.
-you may cringe at this-
if i could, id have white blonde dreads.
anyways xD
random tiime !
itd be nice to have a tv.
and i dont hate fat people, i love them!
but those really, really, 400+ lbs people..
*shudder*
i hate the music i listen to.
i mean, i love it, but i cant listen to anything else now.
pop, even just soft rock or whatever the hell that shit is.
it can only be korn Dx
i think jean jackets should die.

..so that was me trying to talk about nothing, hope you is entertained.

FO REALZ?

okay so.
havent made a good post in a few days.
good post..good post..
ommm..
you know what?
i dont think i have anything to talk about unless im depressed, or completely faking it.
people reading this are going "psh she never makes anything up to me."
really?
this also means that i am very boring, all of you know this.

i am embarrassed to be me.

you wanted more..

i cant.
i cant do it.
the tears well up
and i freeze
always so cold
it buries me.
to my command
it is gone
away
and i am yours again
what will you have me be?
i hide it
i swallow
bright eyes placed unto a dark mind
but it is hidden in a box
no one will find

punk ass sissy im a freak xD

i can feel my heart bleeding.
that's freaking me out for some reason.

everyone says im so quiet, so boring, or shallow.
fuck them..
there is nothing else besides i can talk about besides hair or a guy
because if i talk about something that i actually want to
it makes me a freak
and im so close..
i cant ruin it.

i actually meant to type beating, but i said bleeding. now ive creeped myself out. i bet your freaking out a little XDD my bad.

Halloween Hootenanny Review 10/20/10

I am speechless.
I have never gone to a concert where I felt like I should pay a little more money afterwards.
The Murderdolls were very fun live and I see a lot of potential.
It was as if Alice Cooper was 23, not 63. He was amazing live.
Rob Zombie was very, very exciting, it seemed he enjoyed being there as much as we did,and I was entertained the whole way through.
The show was very cool, and the somewhat long breaks in between I almost felt were needed, I was so worn out from all the shouting and dancing friends and myself did.
If you get the chance, do whatever you need to be there.

>_<..

i swear im not this negative all the time.
but people do disappoint me a little.
a lot.
back stabbers.